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The Weight of " What if "

The Exhaustion of Anxiety: Living in a Mind That Never Rests I am not even sure what to title this post because my mind feels like it is all over the place lately. Raise your hand if you’ve ever felt that way. I SEE YOU. My hand is raised too. This post does not really have one clear theme or lesson. It is more of a feeling. A feeling I know so many people quietly carry every single day. That feeling is anxiety. Not just occasional stress or nervousness. I am talking about the kind of anxiety that sits in your chest before your feet even hit the floor in the morning. The kind that makes your mind race through every possible worst-case scenario before anything has even happened. People who live with Generalized Anxiety Disorder often exist in a constant state of fight or flight. We do not want to think this way. Trust me, if we could shut it off, we would. But our brains are always scanning. Always preparing. Always worrying. We worry about our children, our spouses, our parents, our pe...

Where Grief Lives Now

  🌿 Where Grief Lives Now There is a moment every morning that I’ve come to know so well. It’s that one second before your eyes fully open— when everything feels normal… peaceful… untouched. And then reality quietly steps in. And you remember. For me, that feeling has never really gone away. Not after weeks. Not after years. Not even after 26 years. My father died suddenly, and I don’t think I ever truly caught up to it. One day he was here, part of everything, and the next day he wasn’t. There was no time to prepare, no time to understand, no time to say all the things you think you’ll have time to say. People say grief gets easier. And maybe in some ways, it does. You learn how to function. You learn how to smile again. You learn how to keep moving forward. But grief doesn’t leave. It just changes where it lives. In the beginning, it’s everywhere. It’s loud. It’s overwhelming. It feels like it takes over your entire life. But over time… it becomes quieter. No...